I know what's home

- Somehow, after all the bleak toneless feelings of the last few days, I'm finally feeling a bit better. I had some time alone, that's what I've really been missing.. I love my friends but I love solitude more than anything.

- I finally came up with some New Year's Resolutions. I'm glad to have this blog, it's going to make me document and importantly, stick to them.

- So here goes.

 # New Year's Resolutions # 

• I'm not going to read fashion, glamour or gossip magazines. ever. again.

• I'm going to love when I'm ready, not when I'm lonely.

• I'm going to accept that weight is easily gained, easily lost.

•  I'm going to stop needing people to validate me. 

•  I'm going to stop dicking about with the smoking, and either get properly started or stop.

• I'm going to read more.

•  Stop being ashamed of myself the morning after.

•  Learn to love myself.

Happy New Year. It's been a hell of a ride.